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May i know why everytime when i moody
i will feel wan to write in at the blog??
is just because here really is the place for me to say out all the sadness??
i have alot alot alot of thing wan to say
who can just sit down and really listen to me?
i really feel very tired
i very suffer with my life
I think i really din have that opportunity to love some1
i really suck and useless
bii i hope u can find some1 u really love and care
i'm not a good bf and i duno how to be a good bf
be with me i think u will just feel unhappy
and keep on moody
i love u so much
but i'm not that selfish
u cant get the thing u wan from me
i also hope that u will get it from other ppl
the thing i wan is just ur smile
ur happy
and ur laugh

Baby I Love You

4 In The Morning

4 in the morning right now
I just reach home for a while
suddenly my laptop playing a song
"4 In The Morning " by Gwen Stefani
hahah
by the name stefani let me think about some one also who name
STEPHANIE
hahah
everything was 4 right now
4 o'clock
song name 4 in the morning
left 4 friend still awake
Lmao..... XD

Damn it so late already i still can't sleep
chum liao lo
if hor let bii know i so late still not yet sleep
i duno how i will kena
sure scold me siao ar or (ni hen gai de la) convert to Chinese
Babiii i miss you so much looo
Really don't know why
when the time u still having college holiday u keep don't wan let me sleep
but i keep said u damn bad and said u this gf damn bad don't wan let ur bf sleep
but who know now i am the one who so miss that moment
so miss that i said i wan sleep then u said cannot that time
all of this was already become a memory
let me miss in when u not around or when u busy

I remember u told me that after ur college reopen u will become busy again
but i don't care la
i love you so i will wait for you
and i remember that u said no everyone will tahan for ur attitude
but i will try to prove it to you that i can do it
beside that u said you very gao hiam the thing that people buy for you
but i have a full full confidence that you wont hiam the thing that i buy for you
and i also remember that bii u said you very good with ur friend
and always mix with them
trust me i will try to mix up with you

Bii don't care how long you wan me to wait,
don't care how busy you are,
don't care how cold you treat me,
don't care how you scold me,
don't care you will love me for how long,
don't care you still will love me or not
I TELL YOU I WILL JUST WAIT YOU
wow
Touch??
Tears going to drop already rite??
hahah

The Rings

Hey hey hey
before i sleep
i wan said that the siao po and the siao cha bor i means is
STEPHANIE YEOH K.C
Don't ask me again harrr
and i not means other
okay is time to
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Chaozzz
Night Babii And Everyone!!

What A Moody Day

Recently i don't know why i keep moody
and at night also can't sleep
People said that if before sleep drink some alcohol drinks ,
will have a good sleep and maybe will have a nice dream!!
Izzit true??

Haizz why i feel my life was so complicated
i have lot thing to think
lot lot lot
so hope have some1 beside me and will share it to me
but i can't see any1 beside me beside my junior

Maybe as my mum said go England study and work is better than stay at Penang
at least once u at there everything at here will be end
and everything at the will become new
and let me learn how to be alone
how to take good care for myself
But should i choose this way??
Or just dun think for it???
Really damn fucking moody
don't know how

I miss Her LOT LOT
I Need A Hugs and i also need a rest

Drinking the Night Away

This will be the example those people prove that after drink alcohol will have a nice sleep
Alcohol and sleeplessness have a long and complicated history together. Alcohol is one of the first lines of defense people turn to when they have difficulty sleeping. A recent study of the general population revealed that 13% had used alcohol in the past year specifically as a sleep aid. This is greater than the number who had turned to over the counter sleep aids, and more than double the number who had used prescription medication.

But there is a dark side to the relationship between alcohol and the night person. Many people feel that they have no choice but to take a drink to fall asleep at night. The fact is, in many circles, a so-called functional alcoholic is treated with more respect than someone who has trouble getting up in the morning. While it is quite true that alcohol can help a person fall asleep faster, especially those that have difficulty in falling asleep, we will learn that alcohol actually contributes to sleep problems, since it has a negative effect on the quality of sleep.

What about the social connections between alcohol and night people? Let's suppose that it's midnight and you are wide awake. In fact, it's your personal prime time. Being an otherwise normal person, you would like to spend time around other people. Where are you going to go? In most cases, you can't go to a movie. You can't take a class at the local community college. In fact, you have very few options. But you can usually find a bar open until at least 2 AM. In fact, if local laws didn't force bars to close in most areas, many would be open all night. It's no wonder that night owls flock to the local drinking establishment. When the bars close, lonely, and with little else to do, many people misguidedly turn to the bottle for comfort or recreation. Consider these facts: It's quite accepted, even expected, that people will drink late into the evening. On the other hand, it's almost scandalous to have a drink before noon. The term night cap stopped referring to an article of clothing a long ago. Night time and drinking have become virually synonymous. People expect night owls to drink.

Dream Or Real

What Means for DREAM??
&
what means for REAL
The Thing u will have it when u sleeping??
i really don't know what was the different for it!!
I can confirm that i love her lot BUT,
why i feel that she will be with me,
Accompany me,
care me,
talk to me
all was just like a dream.
But maybe now i still in the dream
not yet wake up
Izzit once i wake up all of it was already gone??

I really very scare that she will leave me alone
izzit i think too much??
Or She really will be with me for a long time??
I can sure that she will be the only one who in my heart
and the thing i promise her i will do it
and i will prove it to her that i really serious to her
i won't let her get hurt anymore
Just will let her get love from me

But now i really scare i will lose her
i scare she will leave me
scare she don't wan be with me
but izzit i think too much ???
should i forget for everything and just let it be??

Suddenly feel that the distance between me and her become very far
far till i don't know how to explain
i scare she will become another her
scare at the end i will get hurt like last time
Why the JunXian right now become so weak
and keep scare this and that
i think i really change lot
i really become scare for a fake relationship
scare get fool by some1
izzit just because last time i keep fool around then this was the thing i get??

I really need let my brain stop thinking of it
just let it be
and cool down
and find back the JunXian


I LOVE YOU LOT
Hugs

Update

Finally i update it
hahaha
i have a dog d

Beach Day

Today around 12something

i receive a call from freedy
he said he just reach penang and he call me out for snooker
Wow
snooker??
NO PROBLEM
i quickly went to bath then faster drive car went to 1stop
We play till 4something then i fetch him
to Zhou Tian Yang Pets shop
He bought food for his scorpion
Me? i just go see dog
cos i going to buy a dog soon
is just either schnauzer , poodle or Pomeranian
Guys Any idea for it??

After that i fetch him home i receive a call from
lun and pu they said later 5 something wan go beach
on you la
I long time din go beach d lo
when i reach home i quickly shower and change
then out again
i went to lun house and fetch him after that sure is pupu
okay after that HANSSON
our new member
hahah
our snooker kaki too
after fetch him straight to paradise
Haiz after reach some more need wait that zhi san
he damn fucking slow la
wait and wait and wait
finally he reach
wtf
when reach some more said wan change place
sian ma
haiz
Batu ferringi pulak
nvm la
gola gola


Good bye

After chaoz from there we went hansson house to bath
yuck our body full of sand
yeee all of us quickly went to bath
after all of us ready we out for dinner
KFC
hahaha
After dinner snooker again lo
nothing else to do
so snooker again
2hour later me and pu back 1st
left lun and hasson there
ok la
i dam tired already
is time to sleep

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Night
sweet dream

Moody!!!

I feel so moody right now!!!
Why i will feel so down and moody??
Izzit is about the thing i know just now??
izzit the pic i saw just now??
i really din have any feeling on it already,
but why i will feel so sad when i Yong tatt told me the true??
Haiz the thing was already over just let it be la
Now you have another one beside you already
Dun Think about it anymore
just let it be a memory that can keep inside ur heart
Just wish that she can happy be with her Mr.Right!!
May God Bless You !!
Hope He Was Ur Last one and also the only one!!

Haiz beside that i still have another thing to make me feel moody
i faint with my future
i dunno what to do??
izzit just continue my god father shop??
i wan earn lot lot money for her
Don't wan let the one who be with me will worry about the money problem
i will not let the one who i love go out to work
when you see the one who you love and care so suffer for work to earn money
how was ur feeling??
I will feel very sad lo
so i won't let the one who i love so suffer lo
i rather i work more and i suffer more than let her suffer...

I really need think properly already
i cannot keep on like that
i already stop study
so i must work hard
fight for my future
fight out a sky that belong to me!!!


SIAO PO I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!
I LOVE U