Monday, June 1, 2009

What A Moody Day

Recently i don't know why i keep moody
and at night also can't sleep
People said that if before sleep drink some alcohol drinks ,
will have a good sleep and maybe will have a nice dream!!
Izzit true??

Haizz why i feel my life was so complicated
i have lot thing to think
lot lot lot
so hope have some1 beside me and will share it to me
but i can't see any1 beside me beside my junior

Maybe as my mum said go England study and work is better than stay at Penang
at least once u at there everything at here will be end
and everything at the will become new
and let me learn how to be alone
how to take good care for myself
But should i choose this way??
Or just dun think for it???
Really damn fucking moody
don't know how

I miss Her LOT LOT
I Need A Hugs and i also need a rest



Drinking the Night Away



This will be the example those people prove that after drink alcohol will have a nice sleep
Alcohol and sleeplessness have a long and complicated history together. Alcohol is one of the first lines of defense people turn to when they have difficulty sleeping. A recent study of the general population revealed that 13% had used alcohol in the past year specifically as a sleep aid. This is greater than the number who had turned to over the counter sleep aids, and more than double the number who had used prescription medication.

But there is a dark side to the relationship between alcohol and the night person. Many people feel that they have no choice but to take a drink to fall asleep at night. The fact is, in many circles, a so-called functional alcoholic is treated with more respect than someone who has trouble getting up in the morning. While it is quite true that alcohol can help a person fall asleep faster, especially those that have difficulty in falling asleep, we will learn that alcohol actually contributes to sleep problems, since it has a negative effect on the quality of sleep.

What about the social connections between alcohol and night people? Let's suppose that it's midnight and you are wide awake. In fact, it's your personal prime time. Being an otherwise normal person, you would like to spend time around other people. Where are you going to go? In most cases, you can't go to a movie. You can't take a class at the local community college. In fact, you have very few options. But you can usually find a bar open until at least 2 AM. In fact, if local laws didn't force bars to close in most areas, many would be open all night. It's no wonder that night owls flock to the local drinking establishment. When the bars close, lonely, and with little else to do, many people misguidedly turn to the bottle for comfort or recreation. Consider these facts: It's quite accepted, even expected, that people will drink late into the evening. On the other hand, it's almost scandalous to have a drink before noon. The term night cap stopped referring to an article of clothing a long ago. Night time and drinking have become virually synonymous. People expect night owls to drink.






Dream Or Real

What Means for DREAM??
&
what means for REAL
The Thing u will have it when u sleeping??
i really don't know what was the different for it!!
I can confirm that i love her lot BUT,
why i feel that she will be with me,
Accompany me,
care me,
talk to me
all was just like a dream.
But maybe now i still in the dream
not yet wake up
Izzit once i wake up all of it was already gone??

I really very scare that she will leave me alone
izzit i think too much??
Or She really will be with me for a long time??
I can sure that she will be the only one who in my heart
and the thing i promise her i will do it
and i will prove it to her that i really serious to her
i won't let her get hurt anymore
Just will let her get love from me

But now i really scare i will lose her
i scare she will leave me
scare she don't wan be with me
but izzit i think too much ???
should i forget for everything and just let it be??

Suddenly feel that the distance between me and her become very far
far till i don't know how to explain
i scare she will become another her
scare at the end i will get hurt like last time
Why the JunXian right now become so weak
and keep scare this and that
i think i really change lot
i really become scare for a fake relationship
scare get fool by some1
izzit just because last time i keep fool around then this was the thing i get??

I really need let my brain stop thinking of it
just let it be
and cool down
and find back the JunXian


I LOVE YOU LOT
Hugs

Friday, May 29, 2009

Update

Finally i update it
hahaha
i have a dog d

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Beach Day

Today around 12something
i receive a call from freedy
he said he just reach penang and he call me out for snooker
Wow
snooker??
NO PROBLEM
i quickly went to bath then faster drive car went to 1stop
We play till 4something then i fetch him
to Zhou Tian Yang Pets shop
He bought food for his scorpion
Me? i just go see dog
cos i going to buy a dog soon
is just either schnauzer , poodle or Pomeranian
Guys Any idea for it??

After that i fetch him home i receive a call from
lun and pu they said later 5 something wan go beach
on you la
I long time din go beach d lo
when i reach home i quickly shower and change
then out again
i went to lun house and fetch him after that sure is pupu
okay after that HANSSON
our new member
hahah
our snooker kaki too
after fetch him straight to paradise
Haiz after reach some more need wait that zhi san
he damn fucking slow la
wait and wait and wait
finally he reach
wtf
when reach some more said wan change place
sian ma
haiz
Batu ferringi pulak
nvm la
gola gola


Good bye

After chaoz from there we went hansson house to bath
yuck our body full of sand
yeee all of us quickly went to bath
after all of us ready we out for dinner
KFC
hahaha
After dinner snooker again lo
nothing else to do
so snooker again
2hour later me and pu back 1st
left lun and hasson there
ok la
i dam tired already
is time to sleep

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Night
sweet dream

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Moody!!!

I feel so moody right now!!!
Why i will feel so down and moody??
Izzit is about the thing i know just now??
izzit the pic i saw just now??
i really din have any feeling on it already,
but why i will feel so sad when i Yong tatt told me the true??
Haiz the thing was already over just let it be la
Now you have another one beside you already
Dun Think about it anymore
just let it be a memory that can keep inside ur heart
Just wish that she can happy be with her Mr.Right!!
May God Bless You !!
Hope He Was Ur Last one and also the only one!!

Haiz beside that i still have another thing to make me feel moody
i faint with my future
i dunno what to do??
izzit just continue my god father shop??
i wan earn lot lot money for her
Don't wan let the one who be with me will worry about the money problem
i will not let the one who i love go out to work
when you see the one who you love and care so suffer for work to earn money
how was ur feeling??
I will feel very sad lo
so i won't let the one who i love so suffer lo
i rather i work more and i suffer more than let her suffer...

I really need think properly already
i cannot keep on like that
i already stop study
so i must work hard
fight for my future
fight out a sky that belong to me!!!


SIAO PO I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!
I LOVE U

Saturday, May 16, 2009

MISSING YOU

When you be with me that time
i will not know how was the feeling when u not be with me
BUT now finally i know how was the feeling already
I really very miss you when u can't accompany me
Really dunno why you need sit for exam,
have homework,
sleep,
assignment,
and other.

Can you stop all of that and just accompany all the time??
Can you do it??
I not really think so
I know i was damn selfish
i just wan you to accompany me but din think for ur future
i'm wrong
Your future is more important than me
i keep try dun wan disturb you while you studying
but i can't do it
i miss your voice
i miss you
my brain keep thinking of you
so how i do it??


Sometimes will think that you will accompany me ,
talk with me,
sms with me
just was a dream
after wake up all of it will gone
Dunno i think like that izzit true or false??

I FEEL SO UNCOMFORTABLE WHEN YOU NOT BESIDE ME
my brain keep thinking you
nothing else
keep thinking and thinking
keep missing and missing
Sometimes some more will feel the distance between me and u was quite FAR
Damn hate this feeling la




SIAO CHA BOR
I MISS YOU SO MUCH






Nightzz


Friday, May 15, 2009

Return

Hey Guys Finally i'm back
lolxxx
actually i not feel like going to update my blog anymore
but get force by a type of stupid energy
hahah

Haiz
last few week really damn bad luck la
1st i lose my phone
2nd lose Rm 200
3rd Accident
4th Kena Samban
5th Samban again
hahah
how u think for it??
really damn Suai Siao Hor
But nevermind la
all of itt was already over

NEW BEGINNING NEW LIFE
i cut my hair again
but dunno why today after cut i feel damn different
i damn like my new hairstyle
hahah
so by next week i going to dye my hair again
Brown Green , Dark Brown or other??
any idea??

Just now i went steamboat with all my ex kdu classmates and some of them that i dunno
and i saw HER
Omg
long time din saw her already
FINALLY i saw her today and she with her New BOY FRIEND??
Although i dun mind it already but have a type of weird weird feeling
so nvm la i chaoz after drink a cup of swing and coke
hahahah
i'm crazy
paid for Rm 20 but din eat anything
wasted la
if the siao po know about it sure still scold me
YOU DUN GO OUT ANYMORE LA
ALWAYS SPEND MONEY LIKE THAT
TREAT THIS TREAT THAT
haiyoooo
Teruk-nya that siao por
But i know she will scold me is care about me
if not she won't care me anymore lo
hahah

After back from there i went to PUPU house to fetch him go for snooker
knn
that PRINCESS No.2 really gai la
let me wait for 15 min
haizzz
Princess really is princess
after that sure went fetch our Pai Kar Lun
Omg Why change his name again
hahaha
just about last night we went indoor Football
after game he become like that already
no point la all of us just him alone become pai kar
hahah
after fetch him yoo super 2
Snooker Snooker Snooker

Around 12.30 a.m i out from there and send that 2 PRINCESS back d
hahah
That's My Day
Nothing Special also
Okay is time to
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Chaozzz

Night Guys ad sweet dreamzzz.....